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11 years ago
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
I've Known It All Along
I have aways known that my disability and health issues take alot of my parent's attention away from my brothers and sisters and I have tried to make it up to them. One of my sisters feeling this came out a few nights ago. Its made me think about how I impact their lives. She is frustrated that I take so much time needing to go to various doctors all the time. I feel so sad that I can't make everything perfect. I wish there was something that I could do to make things right, make things even between us. All I can say is that life isn't fair and I'm sorry for that. Hopefully things will get better soon. Going to doctors, needing surgeries, pain issues... its all stuff that I wish I could change but its out of my control. That is so frustrating for me. I am thankful that my siblings have been understanding but I understand the frustrations they have. I don't know what I can do at this point.
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I can relate to this all too well. No advice or suggestions, just know that you're not alone... There's only so much you can do.
I can relate to this, I have a brother who is 15 months younger than me which is very close in age, there was days where he would be cross with me for example my mum taking me to speech therapy but when he came with us and realised it's place i wouldn't want to be!! He's so forgiving young man and i am so proud of him. He was the person I chose to my activication day of my CI.
I have got him coming tonight for xmas, it'll be just me and him for xmas (among the dog and the food etc!!) we are now 31 and 32. We had been very close since we were late teen early twenties.
Talk to them and find out what their feelings are, tell them your feelings perhaps have day/afternoon out doing fun things just as siblings or as whole family once a month or something so you and your siblings has quaility time together, talk to your mom/dad about it
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